[english below]
Tad
nu tā, par ko šis viss. Ļoti ceru, ka tuvāko, kā minimums, 6 mēnešu
laikā, šī būs tā vieta, kur tu varēsi kaut nedaudz uzzināt par to kā man
iet. Sākot ar 20.septembri uzsākšu mācības Kristus mācekļu skolā
Valdemārpilī. Pārāk gari nestāstot, tas man ļoti ilgu laiku ir bijis
tāds iekšējais sapnītis, ka gribu tur mācīties, neskatoties uz to, ka
gandrīz neko par to skoliņu nezināju. Un tā nu šis pēdējais pusgads ir
bijis ritīgi īpašs laiks, kad Dievs ir tiešām parādījis ļoti savu
uzticamību un mīlestību. Ir bijusi iespēja vis kaut kur pabūt, redzēt un
daudz ko saprast. Un tā visādas lietiņas ir notikušas, kas vel vairāk
ir apstiprinājušas, ka šis ir mans nākamais solis. Laiks, kad notika
visas pieteikšanās lietiņas bija tāds stresains, jo anketas aizpildīt
galīgi nebija viegli, grūti bija satikt cilvēkus visus vajadzīgos, un
lai visi visu aizsūta utt. utjp. Un tad ilga ilgs laiks kamēr saņēmu
atbildi, un es sapratu ka man ir grūti gaidīt un neuztraukties. Tāpēc
visā šajā gaidīšanas laikā jau paguvu par vis kaut ko sašaubīties [zini,
tie visi ja nu.. ko nācās dzirdēt], tomēr, tas kā es jutos, kad
saņēmu atbildi, bija TIK neaprakstāmi. Zini kā tad, kad sapnis par
īstenību kļūst. Un esmu riktīgi sajūsmā un gaidu, neskatoties uz to, ka
saprotu, ka būs grūti un ārpus komfortzonas ļoti, tomēr ticu, ka šis būs
vērtīgs laiks, kurā Dievs darīs lielu darbu manī un caur mani.
Tad
nu par to, ko šobrīd zinu. Nekas daudz tas pagaidām nav, bet man laikam
patīk un esmu pieradusi zināt galīgi maz informācijas un vienkārši
ļauties lietiņām kas notiek, kaut bieži vien tā ir grūtāk. Mācības sākas
20.septembrī. Pirmos divus mēnešus teorija notiks Valdemārpilī, pēc tam
1 mēnesi teorija St.Pēterburgā. Pēc tam sekos 2 mēnešu prakse kaut kur,
visdrīzāk arī Krievijā. Būsim studenti no Latvijas, Krievijas, Holandes
un ASV (un nu jau varbūt vel kāds paguvis pieteikties). Īsumā tas arī viss pagaidām. Vel atlikušajā laiciņā līdz skolai
jāpagūst vel visu ko izdarīt un vel vis kaut kas vajadzīgs, bet riktīgi
jūtu ka būs labi :)
PS.
Būšu ritīgi priecīga par tavu lūgšanu un visādi citādu atbalstu [man
noteikti vajadzēs daudz iedrošinājumu, zinot mani, īpaši sākumā] un droši vari sūtīt
vēstules un vest man kūkas :)
PPS. Turpmāk neliels muzikāls gabals, man šobrīd liekas tik atbilstošs tam kā jūtos un tam, ko Dievs darīs.
[I
know that my english is so far from something very good, but i feel
honored to know all of you, non-latvian speaking people, that's why I
will try to write everything also in english. I'm not sure how it will
work out, but if you will be interested, and there won't be an english
version, google translator sometimes can help :D]
So,
about what all this. I really hope that as a minimum next 6 month, this
will be the place, where you can find out how I'm doing. From 20 of
September I will begin studies in Discipleship training school in
Valdemarpils [Latvia]. Long story short - for a long time it has been
such a small dream inside of me, despite the fact that I didn't know
much about this school. This year has been very special time for me,
when God has shown His faithfulness and love so strongly. I have been a
chance to be in so many places, see and understand so much. And so many
things have happened which have confirmed that this is my next step. The
time, when I did all my application things, was so stressful, because
so many things didn't happened in the way that i thought it should be -
it was hard to fill the forms, meet the people who i needed etc. And
then began long time of waiting for the answer and in this time i really
realized that it's hard for me to just be still, wait and trust God.
There came so many doubts, am i really doing right and you know what can
happen in my head when there comes so many and what if... But
that feeling what I felt when I recieved the answer was indescribably.
It's like your dream finally came true. And I'm really excited and
looking forward, in spite of fact, that i know that it won't be easy and
out of comfort zone, but i really believe that it will be time where
God will do mighty works in and through me.
And now, about that, what I know. It's not a lot, but I think I just like to don't know too much about forward things and just give in to what's happening. The school begans in September 20. First 2 month will be the lectures in Valdemarpils and then 1 month of lectures in St. Petersburg. And then 2 month of outreach somewhere, likely also somewhere in Russia. We will be students from Latvia, Russia, Holland, USA and maybe someone else. It's all as far. Till the beginning of the school there is still many things that I need to do and so many things still is in need, but everything will be ok :)
PS. I will be thankful for your prayers and all other suppert [i really will need the encouragement] and you can send me a letters and bake the cakes :)
PPS. There in the middle is some music, that fits in the way how i feel and i think also to all that what is ahead.
And now, about that, what I know. It's not a lot, but I think I just like to don't know too much about forward things and just give in to what's happening. The school begans in September 20. First 2 month will be the lectures in Valdemarpils and then 1 month of lectures in St. Petersburg. And then 2 month of outreach somewhere, likely also somewhere in Russia. We will be students from Latvia, Russia, Holland, USA and maybe someone else. It's all as far. Till the beginning of the school there is still many things that I need to do and so many things still is in need, but everything will be ok :)
PS. I will be thankful for your prayers and all other suppert [i really will need the encouragement] and you can send me a letters and bake the cakes :)
PPS. There in the middle is some music, that fits in the way how i feel and i think also to all that what is ahead.
